28 april 2010
good morning !
i like play game "clean the farm", i just cut some bad trees from farm !
i like play game "clean the house", my skill clean has reached level 15 !
i like play game "clean the way", make me always think who the next !
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good afternoon !
today is the clean day !
this morning i clean the dirt on the floor.
the beside neighbor clean the dirt on their floor too yesterday.
i am surprise of dirt on the floor, where come from,
i investigate from where and from who do that,
i look up and i know come from above.
i goto above floor, i knock and ask,
they said yesterday afternoon her husband
call technician from shop mj to clean the air conditioner.
i goto that shop, i want meet your boss, they said boss out.
i told them "@#$%*! @#$%*! @#$%*! @#$%*! @#$%*!
@#$%*! @#$%*! @#$%*! @#$%*! @#$%*! ...
do not throw out the dirt to below apartment!"
and they apologize said sorry sorry sorry ...
i am like David vs goliath, ant vs elephant, brave not fear !
in anger brave i fear nothing ! i will fight until i win victory !
some times i am very coward afraid fear worry too much !
i never fight in physical. some times i think shall try fight physical.
what feel hit someone ? what feel being hit ? that must very hurt.
worse things i ever did are hit the wall until emotion cooling down.
how many times i hit the wall ? i do not remember and not count.
look at my hands and you will know how many times i hit the wall.
i have the mark on two hands, "the mark of anger on the hands".
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good night !
anger person need to be patience.
patience person need to be anger.
too much anger is not good.
too much patience is not good.
anger enough.
patience enough.
what must anger? when must anger?
what must patience? when must patience?
what must not anger? when must not anger?
what must not patience? when must not patience?
anger or not anger that is destiny!
patience or not patience that is destiny!
to be or not to be that is destiny!
change or not change that is destiny!
believe or not believe that is destiny!
save or not save that is destiny!
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